Heartbroken and hurt I stand facing myself My feelings ground to dirt No sense of my self worth
I stand facing the future My path before me lies To face the next adventure With tears inside my eyes
The things I did for you Just never were enough So everything I'd do Was met with hatred, rough
The things I did for me Had become nonexistent But now that I can see I have become resistant
I am strong enough to withstand your lies Strong enough, though my broken heart cries The things I imagined were not mine at all This house of cards was destined to fall
The person you were was only an act Hiding who you are, but the facade's cracked I stand here alone, standing straight on my own Your lies, empty promises, I will dethrone
I stand straight and tall and think back with a sigh I've finally found the good in goodbye
Go
Yet as I see it, and I ought to know When you say stay, well then I needs must go And at the moment now, I won't say "no"...
Abrupt Absonance
Just when you think that Life is getting better, The tears are drying up and Hope is on the rise, Just when you think that your life is getting better, Something else will happen, that dream of new hope dies.
Just when it seems that Life's riding on an updraft, Things are getting better and you're rising to the top, Just when it seems that Life's riding on an updraft, The wind dies down quite suddenly, Life's rise comes to a stop.
Just when I know that there's Hope around the corner, Happiness is here again, the future glitters brightly, Just when I know that Hope is waiting 'round the corner, The building falls on top of me, the Future turns unsightly.
Just when I think that now I have a chance, My future looks so tempting and I know that I'll succeed, Just when I realize that I now have a chance, There comes another danger sign that I can't help but heed.
I cannot live like this much longer, something gonna give, My sanity is fractured and I don't know how to live, My life fallen in pieces and I don't know what to do, I cannot live like this, and yet I cannot live without you.
Just when I think that things are getting better, Just when it seems everything will be alright, Just when I think everything is getting better, That's when the Demons come again, to end our upward flight.
Farewell
I have friends that truly love me I have dreams that I can reach I have happiness aplenty Yet still feel need to beseech
That my happiness be giant And my sadness die away In its face I'll be defiant As I smile towards the day
Nothing is as it appeared A lesson I've learned well The ending came from which I feared But I have left my hell
Here my life is as it stands And here do I stand too My sadness turns to dust and sands My farewell sent to you
Here I Stand Again
Here I stand again On the brink of destructive tendencies Trying to figure out Where to find some solace on land or seas
What happened to my life today That it would all work out this way?
Here I stand again On the edge of all I know is true Trying to figure out Whether or not to stay with you
What happened to my life this year That made me live in so much fear?
Here I stand again On the rim of all my memories Trying to figure out If there's any truth in past glories
What happened to my life with you That ended everything I knew?
Here I stand again Facing forward towards my destiny I have figured out That I have to love and care for me
What happened to my inner soul? Was killing it really your goal?
Here I stand again Here I stand again, lonely as I was with you Here I stand again, myself, alone, and without you Here I stand again, alive
Universal Truth
There's Truth within the universe For those who care to see It sometimes helps and sometimes hurts And it will always be
The truths I've learned I wish were false The dreams I dreamed I wish were true But we are only what we are Learning, growing, each day new
And so I need to say goodbye To what I had, or thought I had And I must learn to let him go And that this change may not be bad
To lose a dream, to keep a friend I'd rather that than lose them both And where I stand, in my life now Decisions always lead to growth
So let the friendship grow again Stronger than it was before And let go now of dreams once held, For who knows what life has in store?
He has the right to live again And I hold that same right, as well And what may come in future times Who can know? And who can tell?
Letting Go
It's all a dream, it's our perception of reality We can't let go, but we must leave our dreams behind We must let go, we must admit our chance of fallacy In letting go, who knows what great adventures we will find
